And just like that, it clicked.
I realize what’s important in my life and what isn’t. I learn to care less about what others think of me and more about what I think of myself. If I were to look back my eyes only focused on the distance traveled; remembering things where I thought were such a mess that I would never recover from.
And yet I am here.
I appreciate today. Being alive. Happy. Well. I smile because I am truly proud of myself and the person I have fought to become. Though it took awhile and even a little reminder (ahah)… initially what I was crying out for all along was always with me. It resides within me.
I recognize my worth and value it every single day.
I love the pace that I learn and the pace that I learn my mistakes. There’s nobody else I’d want to be but me. For so long, I have been and only want to be surrounded by people who genuinely work to help me achieve my purpose in life filling it with happiness, growth and love. And if you can’t give me this then please leave me alone.
No doubt, my love is the right type of love.
Happiness will never escape the future because I will always be presently there. Which is why I am not afraid or worried of losing any relationship because what is meant to be will always find its way back. Oh as for relationships … haha well I just want my partner (as much as myself) to find new ways to fall in love with the same person over and over again.
Knowing this I already have everything that I need.
At this point in my life everything is just about timing.